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My memories are coming back to me.
I miss the days where we were so close and friendly.
I miss the days where we had so much fun.
Most important of all, i missed you.
But all these,
Are just my precious memories flooding back to me
Which will stay in my mind.
As those beautiful moments that we had.
Hoping that you will not forget about me. I will never forget
These precious memories...
PRECIOUS MEMORIES
Monday, March 2, 2009
Wat a bastard i am...
I don't know wat got into me but i just wasn't myself yesterday night... I began to say stuff which did not even go pass my f***ing brain. Now i am so regretful... I shouldn't have said those words... Shouldn't have made the situation worst for you instead should be comforting you... I am so f*** up with myself now that i just couldn't believe i said those stuff and because i did... I will not forgive meself... I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MESELF... You trusted me so much and turn to me when you are down but wat did i do? I made it worst... I f***ing scolded you for wat you did not do... I... I... I don't wat i can say about myself... I'm a basturd... A f***ing basturd... A bastard who goes around hurting many with words which did not pass through my brain. Now i only hope for your forgiveness... But even if you do forgive me... i will NOT forgive myself... I hope that we are still friend and you can trust me like before... I promise with my life that such thing will not happen again... I promise i will not allow you to get hurt again... The reason why i wasn't myself was probably because i heard you were hurt... And that made me feel mad, unease... Now i really hope you can forgive me... And I PROMISE... IT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN AGAIN...
I didn't know that the price i had to pay was so great
If i knew it would happen this way
I would rather i did not exist
Cause if there is not Anthony Tan in the world
Your world would be much rounder
Much lovelier and of course less of pain
If my existance brought you unhappiness
I might as well disappear once and for all
For that in exchange for your happiness
Its worth...
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4:42 AM
MEMORIES OF HISTORY
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
December 2009
January 2010
March 2010
May 2010
August 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
ABOUT MYSELF:
Hi. I am Anthony Tan. I have been living in a world full of memories. Without memories, i think that i may not be that kind of person of what i am now. Sometimes as i get lonely and helpless, i would enter the memory world of mine and reflect on certain things.
STUDENT OF:
Townsville Primary School (2001-2006)
Montfort Secondary School (2007-2010)
Hobbies:
1) Sing
2) Magic
3) Spend time alone
4) Slack
5) Play badminton
6) Clear adventure RPG games
CCAs:
Badminton (2003-2006)
Badminton School Team Player (2005-2006)
Choir (2007-2010)
Choir Student Conductor (2008-2009)
Choir Vice President (2009-2010)
Prefect (2002-2004)
Student Councilor (2005-2010) & Ex-co (2008-2010)
FRIENDS
Andy
Anthony (Listen to Songs)
Atiqah
Brenda
Choir
Chong En
Daren
Eugene Quek
Felicia
Han Inn (Brother)
Hui Boon
Jade
Jamey
Jeremy Ong
Jia Yee
Keane
Kit Yee
Kristina
Pamela
Masuri
Roy
Tiggatiggers
Tristan
Xian Da
Xin Yi
Xing Xia
Xue Ting
Yu Ting
EXPRESS YOURSELF HERE