Well after a long long long long (get it? VERY VERY VERY LONG!!!) long long long long time I'm back to blogging. Or should i... Need opinion... Should i close down my blog? I dont know why... But i just feel that this blog is no longer part of me... No longer a part of my life... My heart... So empty... Like apart of me is gone... Gone forever... Never will it be found... ARHH!!!
Haiz... Finally Chingay is done... It was only 4 days ago and I'm already missing everything... Levitators, Dancers, Skyrunners and of course the Magicians. Miss the days where we had to rehearse at the expo. Miss the days we were at Telok Kurau. Miss the days where we had rehearsals at PAYM. Miss EVERYTHING about Chingay!!! Missing the experience. Missing the time where we socialise before our show. Missing the way we keep our prop when we had to call out 'Dancers! Help!'. Missing those nice people that I've worked once... Miss EVERYTHING!!! Memories... How i wish time would stop on the actual day of Chingay... How i WISH...
As I'm blogging now, i had no idea why... But tears just flow down... Flowing like running tap... Memories... ... ...
I think i dont have anything else to say this time... Had to go rest... Going for appreciation night for MBox Chingay this friday... And also the last time where i can gather with my Chingay friends... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Lastly... Thanks to those who had wished me a happy birthday, be it advance or belated. I really appreciate it... Thank You. Thanks to Chu Rui, Ying Wei, Jun Ji and Bryan for getting me such nice things... For those who had not get me anything... Its not too late... All i wan is everyone that i know of to be happy... Not more... Just happiness to those who are friends and foes to me... thats all...
Once again you left me
maybe it is better that way
3 weeks is enough
the memories will be kept
somewhere deep within
But I'm not sure how long it will stay
As a part of me is missing...
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷
请告诉她 我不爱他
笑著难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心 说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答